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He is incredible proud of what he has been able to achieve so far in his villain career, ever victory every fight won. рџ’§ What is something from your OCвЂ™s past theyвЂ™re the most ashamed of and why? What is something theyвЂ™re really proud of? And lastly what is something in their past that could make them shake with dread? He feels a lot of shame about how he followed ortega around like a little lost duckling, wanting his approval so bad, looking up to him. to try and ignore the parts of himself which know he isn't which know he is nothing more than a somewhat tool, only useful in someone elses hands. He struggles a lot with feeling like he's fake, just this pieced together approximation of a person, that he doesn't matter that nothing he does matter, so he puts on this suit of arrogance this attitude of being the most important person in the room, smarter, more in the know than everyone else.

ROMI SHRAITER HOW TO

рџ’Ґ Are there any emotions your OC doesnвЂ™t know how to deal with, doesnвЂ™t understand or hates having to feel? Any reason behind this? A lot of what curtis does is trying to cover up his own feelings of loneliness and isolation. Okay you asked for ramblings so here we go! I AM IN THE MOOD FOR EXTENDED RAMBLINGS SO PLEASE GO AS APE AS YOU WANT WITH THESE!!рџ’Ґрџ’§рџҐЉрџ‘№ FOR CURTIS! рџЌЏрџђЌвђпёЏрџЌЉрџЌ… FOR EVERYONE!! Drawn in crayon by a childish hand, heвЂ™d overlooked the picture among the myriad of other such drawings crowding every visible surface of the refrigerator. Tacked to the side of the вЂfridge was a drawing of him and the Southern belle he was trying to forget. Half-turning to retrieve the chopped vegetables from the counter, RemyвЂ™s concentration faltered. Keeping a careful eye on the melting butter, he whisked in the flour to make the dark, glossy roux. With everything prepared, he found the stock pot exactly where he expected it to be if he was home and set the pot on the stovetop. If it surprised him that they had all the ingredients for Tante MattieвЂ™s gumbo, he didnвЂ™t let it bother him as he chopped and diced, and measured out the ingredients needed. And, often, when he was done cooking, not only did he have something delicious to eat, he was able to look at the situation bothering him in a new light.

It distracted him from all the things he didnвЂ™t want to think about. Ever since Tante Mattie taught him how to cook, heвЂ™d always been able to get loss in the process. Right now, all he wanted to do was get lost in the familiar rhythm of cooking. With a heavy sigh, Remy pushed aside these thoughts.

Hope you enjoy a sneak peek into the next chapter. I had a relatively decent writing session today and made some progress on вЂBy Any Other NameвЂ™.

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